"suicide"
- Life Change
- How God is bringing change to the emptiness and futility of my life
- Driven to suicide
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- Depression led me to try to take my life; but, God had other plans.
- Cutting
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- I started cutting myself, prefering the physical pain over the emotional pain that wouldn't go away.
- Approval
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- Even though I brag about being independent, I am seriously dependent on approval
- People Were My Drug
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- That night I realized how fake I was - trying to please people and get them to accept me.
- Angry at God
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- On the outside I would seem very secure and loved but that all changed when I started believing that I am not as cared for as I once thought, that I do not matter to the people around me and their friendship is merely a gesture of obligation.
- Real Life from the Sugar Creek Gang
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- My life was made up of serveral major achievements with no meaning once I got there. What was the point to life?
- Self Image
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- I started wondering how much easier would life be if it were over or if anyone would really miss me?
- Love Unlimited for Me Unworthy
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- I remember praying every night before falling asleep, "God, help me to not care about what others think about me and to care more about what you think about me."
- Losing Everything
- There is no greater high point then realizing that you are loved unconditionally and forever.
- Dealing with Suicide
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- My sister committed suicide - rocking our family to the core. My life was filled with many emotions and questions, and none was bigger than the "Why?" question.
- Suicide
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- My junior year, it all fell apart. Dealing with all the hurt, the loneliness and confusion pushed me to take the pills. . .
