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- People Were My Drug
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- That night I realized how fake I was - trying to please people and get them to accept me.
- Love Unlimited for Me Unworthy
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- I remember praying every night before falling asleep, "God, help me to not care about what others think about me and to care more about what you think about me."
- Suicide
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- My junior year, it all fell apart. Dealing with all the hurt, the loneliness and confusion pushed me to take the pills. . .
- Search for Significance
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- Ever since I was a little kid, I wanted to be at the top of all that I did. I wanted to end life with the most money and the most toys.
- Fence Walking
- Growing up, I felt torn between trying to please my friends and trying to do what I knew God wanted me to do.
- Break Through
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- I realized that it’s not by anything I can do that will get me to heaven, but only by what Christ did for me.
- Not Fashion Show Religion
- I was the president of this club, queen of that, captin of this.... In my mind I tried to rationalize my actions thinking, "I am a good person, I do all these good things, God MUST be proud of me."
- Control Freak
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- I had this plan for my life. I wanted everything my way. It was all about me
- Finding Purpose
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- "Being a Good Person" didn't bring me fulfillment. And where could I find true salvation?